end of Holiday

Assalamualaikum!

Sudah lama tak update blog ye. Yess.. There has been lot of things going on in my life lately. I never would have thought that i would actually keep myself buzy buzy buzy. Not to mention that I work back in Fizz on my final 3 weeks tyme of this holiday. I was call back to the office by my boss to work there. and I never would have thought that fizz would be in such a mess over one project that we all were necessaries to stay in office 24/7. It was crazy. That was the first time i've done that in all my life working and studying for ID. I wasnt stress like this before. I am a very dedicated worker. If i am given an assignment I will definitely complete it no matter what. Then after we complete submitting the project. I got a fever. I got sick for almost a week. I dont know from where the fever come from but it was also my first time to be sick in bed for more than a week. Usually i am not the type of person that are easily get sick. It will only take a day or two. and it will happen at least once a year for me to get this sick. But the time I got a week of sicken I had a lot of hallucinating. Also I was unbearable to even move a muscle. Every part of my body ache.
It was like I was in the verge of death. =p

Of course time working it wasnt all that. I was able to do other things too. like watching movie. sleep over at my friends house. Going out with friends. Hang out for hours in McD doing nothing but talking. It was fun. Some moment it was fun some moment I feel like running away. Its nothing really. There are just some people I rather not met actually. Also, there has been few obstacle that i get whenever there is something i wanted to do as usually...

Well, there is nothing perfect in this world except Him.
Life is Tough... =/

Adam Danish

Last Wednesday, a grieving news arrived at us in the evening. We were all doing our own things. Mom out to Shah Alam Mall with her friend, dad at Bangsar, my other sister on games & Aiza was cooking burger. Everyone stopped what they were doing as soon as we heard, our cousin’s son, Muhd. Adam danish, passed away. It stunned us for minutes as he was only a year & 6 months old. It is said that he was drowning in a pool, when no one was looking. We made an immediate appearance at our cousin’s house & everyone there sobbed as hard as they could. The gloomy & melancholy air in the house brought me to tears too. I couldn’t stand looking at people crying. I too shed tears for many time.

The next morning, again the house is filled with sorrow, the parents are still lock inside their room holding onto each other arms. The mother couldn't stop shedding tears as the father hold her tight, comforting her. I can sense how warm and loving husband he is. He is truly a kind of husband i respect. Even though all of this misfortunate keep on falling onto these family they are still lucky to have them as their husband. a very patience and loyal that support the wife despite being so young.. We got thru all the Islamic procedure on handling a corpse & amp; went to Taman Tun to inter it. There is also where part of our relative family and great grandparents were bury too. It was a sunny day but there’s still a gentle wind. I was the only one left in the car as everyone else went to watch as the ceremony begin. I had to look after my other baby cousin, Aina Dania who is asleep on my arm and due to the hot day outside, i couldnt bring her out. I watch as the father carry his son with his two hand steadily and strongly holding back his tear leading the way follow by the rests of the family.

After Maghrib, a tahlil was held & almost all relatives from both side came. The mother were still very gloomy and weak. As if she is in her own mind, couldn't eat and wouldn't say a word. Even when the husband try to feed her she still doesn't feel like eating. I watch as they both went upstair to the bedroom and laying down holding onto each other, crying and comforting. I feel like a bad cousin for not saying anything. I just didn’t know what to say on events like this. “I’m sorry for your loss?” “Be strong?” I’m sure they’ve heard enough of that. But nevertheless, it was a huge loss for them, but actually the mother is lucky because that son of her will reserved a position for his mother in heavens. He will call her out to heaven when the day has come for her.

                                     
Al-Fatihah. May Allah swt bless the soul of young Adam Danish. May he rest in peace & may his parents be at ease. Amiin.

Activity Cuti

Amin! berakhirnya sudah semester 05 ni. Sama la juga utk tahun 2011. So Yesterday was our last paper. and this semester we had only like 2 paper. building technology and history. mau tak peningnya kepala. dua2 soalan nak mintak penumbuk. soalan essay kot 4 pulak tu dia minta. memang duduk melipat kaki la aku menjawab. merepek pun ade gak. Tu la adiza.. bawa lagi perangai yang dulu. baca last minit. haishh.. Pasrah je la kalau ade yang tak lepas. nak buat macam mane. tak leh salah orang lain selain diri sendiri la kan.

So next semster akan bermula bulan march. so cuti hanya diberi sebulan. macam biasa. sekarang tengah pikir la juga pelan cuti ni nak buat ape. Orang pikir nak masuk keje mcd balik. ade la juga masa terluang. tapi sebulan je. bkn dpt banyak sangat pun gaji. lagi pun adik sekola dah sekarang. sorang pagi sorang petang. ceyt. mmg penat la macam ni. so dah memang tanggungjawab aq hantar jemput adik aq la jawabnye cuti. dok uma la gayanya. So kene pikirkan plan baru aktiviti yang bole di buat time dok uma. hehehehee..

Kalau nak tahu, sejak belaja dok umah je ni and tengok cerita masterchef. hobby memasak semakin berbuih. So almost hari2 la gak aq masak. x macam dulu. dulu nak masuk dapur pun malas. sebab tau kene tolong mak masak ni. hehe.. buruknya perangai malas aq dulu. Sekarang ni, berbuih2 perasaan nak masak. ade je aq nak cuba benda baru. So cuti ni aq nak buka buku resipi aq and mulakan project memasak. wahahahaha! abis la diza gemok la ko. Haishh.. dah la sekarang ni x der boyfriend. ni klu aq gemok ni lagi orang x kenal aq. x der yang berminat sudah. huhuu padan muka. tapi.. aq peduli ape. makan buat aq happy. klu orang lain bole jadi tidak mood nak buat ape2 bila dia depressed or stress. aq ni plak tyme stressed ke, depressed ke. happy ke. makanan je la yang boostkan semangat aku. kadang2 tu makan x kenyang2 x berhenti. Dah la dulu time kecik kalau adik tak abis makan. aq la tukang bersih kan pinggan dorang. mak aq panggil aq MBSA. Lol.. tapi sejak pegi perak and asik tido lewat je, selera aq ilang. tapi orang kata aq debab plak. Sekarang bila dah kat umah ni. makan tak ingat dunia. kalau gi mana2 pun even shopping mall. pompuan lain akan cari baju dulu. aq akan cari makanan baru utk cuba. testin product jeww.. wakakaka.. teruknya aq!

Tapi ade juga la masa aq akn ilang selera nak makan gak. dia akan datang secara tiba2. gua pun x tau sebab ape. Oh well.. So cuti ni orang akan memasak je la. then petang pegi yoga or main tennis. then weekend je mungkin kluar dengang kawan and family. oh of course, duty harian is jemput antar adik ke sekola. basuh baju. bersih umah. haishh.. mengemas ruma tu la penat. huhuu.. oh well, since plan dah makan banyak. bergerak kene la banyak nampaknye..